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iftar :)

hari ni daaa genap 15 hari kot puase
alhamdullilah dengan keizinan allah yang lembut kan ati ayah and mama
ak dpat berbuka puase dengan putri atdrian ..seatmate ak a.k.a kawan ak
makan pizza ..boleh laaaa
at 1st akward gile coz die bawa member die but lame2 ok laa.
and sis shida is not that bad .. but she have some kind of look that make me sympathy at her ...
i had so much fun todayy
pegi main bowling -/-
amat membazir k coz fifi x pandai main ..and then asyik kalah jee -.-'
tahniah untuk diri sndiri dpat strike 1 ..spare 1 :P
sekali skale lepak2 cm ni mmg hilang stress
next week exam so that's y laaa..
and then pegi arked ..
main basketball shooter
sooo childish but that was the fun thing to play ok..
tmoro not going to school coz i'm to lazy for it..
and totally not feeling well
i miss my hubby :(
but L still no 1 in my heart hehee
nitezz readezz :P
Wednesday, July 24, 2013 (10:05 AM)
CHILDISH -/-

ok its 5 30 am and i'm updating some childish post about of coz my crush ! -/-
yeahhh totally weird ..i admit..
fi jd cm budak kecik jee bile dgr lagu yg ala2 cm for crush tuhh...
rse cm girl2 plak...not 17 year old girl ..if you know what i mean??
i am 17 and stilll fangirling over my crush when i heard some songs that suit both of us...
i mean in this situation..
-which i have a big crush on him yet he still didn' notice it -
ahh best nye dpt luahkan perasaann!!
nak juga nak juga nak juga!
tp x berani !!!
susah btol klu jd cm fi nihh...yg berserah pada takdir and always feel insecure !
i hate this feeling -.-
nyways .... like i told b4 this is just a childish post about my uneasy feelings now~~~~~
hehe surprised isn't it? posting at this hour ?
Well fi mmg x tido .....dok bce fanfic..and dgr lagu2 penyanyi2 utube skrank
well one of the song caught my attention and make me post this thing here~~~
and plus with the fanfic earlier lg laaa membuak2 sweet2 event dlm otak fi nihh
dgn lgu yg sweet + scene sweet from fanfic aihhh~~~
ok now fifi da ngantuk..
nywaysss becareful and take care of your health readerss~
the haze just got worse ;)

xoxo <3
Sunday, June 23, 2013 (2:28 PM)
i want to be in that special placeee!!

todaayyy 18/5 is his birthdaaayy
i stalked his wall on fb and i saw all the post that his frens post
i want to be in that place tooo!!
 to be fren with him and happily wish him happy birthdaayy~
maybe this year is the only year i see him..
i want to be in a special position like others tooo..........
'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' seems like a simple word but to wish him is not easyy!!!!!!!!!!
lots of thing came across my mind..
whether i just simply ignore his special day.. or i do something such as i smile at him or errrrrhhh
it's to complicateddd!!!!!!!
just thinking about it make me nervouss !!!!
tmoro i will see him ......but how oooo i wan to face to face wif him?!!!!!!
urghhhh i feel guilty coz i know his birthdayy but din wish~
how how howw!!!!
urghh it would be better if i'm his fren ~ :(
all we got to do ...just be frens........................................................................

DEAR CRUSH,
HPPY BIRTHDAAY...just want u to be hppy and best of luck in lifeeeee :3

xoxo Love Kirooo ~ <3
Friday, May 17, 2013 (12:32 PM)
dear exam -/-

*PETIR KILAT SABUNG MENYABUNG *
itulahhh bunyi yg keluar klu sbut pasal exam...
omg! gile nervous stress and mix feeling bile exam...
but so far smua bg fifi ok jee
justt.... ermmm careless mistake
terase diri ini terlalu bodoh!
mcm mane laaa fifi boleh tukar burrete jd measuring cylinder??
nmpak sgt time experiment fifi tido  -.-'
time physic plak boleh plak tukar positive jd negative -/-'
omg .. agaknyee umur fifi ni palsu kot...
mcm 71 thun jee lagaknye
the most fun exam i guesss bm kot..
coz like bm this time not really though as b4 ..
so hopefully can pass.... + history subjject too "__ "
tmoro have bio paper 2 exam.. after recess so mlm ni x payah nk bgun awal like 1 30 cm tu en..
alhamdullilah ..rest laa b4 friday (addmath) *Shiverrr *
next weeekkkk berakhir laaa paper2 maut fifi hehe
got to go laaa ..
laparrr gileeeeeee... ari ni x makan pown :3
buhbyeee .. oh yeeee my crush birthdayy is oon 18 may..
tell me what should i do ?!!!!!!!!
and yg peliknyeaaa ak plak yg  nervous nk hadap die..

thanks readerr ;)
xoxo love from kiro :)
Wednesday, May 15, 2013 (5:51 AM)
THE CAMP !

Well dgan bangganye fifi mengaku yg pegi kem bru2 ni mmg havoc gile!!
yeaa mmg strict sikit but still activity diorg amat menarik..
KELA CAMP ADVANTURE ..
rasenyee ramai yg penah dgr kot..
depends laaa
kenangan paling manis bile fifi gi water confident...
mula2 tu seram gak laa nk lentangkan badan or lie ur own body on the cold water rite
yeelaaa ble pk 2 - 5 kali fifi ni daa la bdn montel2 gitu...
mane laah leh terapung en..
tp alhamdullilah terapung sampai x leyh berdiri lansung da ko..hahaa
errrmmm aktiviti nite walk pown best gak
yg malunyee kan fifi punye suare kuat gile bile bg arahan..
yelaaa nk bgtau anak buah yg len ade bahye kat dpn en...
maklumlaa leader la katekan *tutup muke *haha
bile time jln sorg tu yg cm x suke sgt coz x biase...
tp alhamdullilah bile percaya ade org slalu tgk2 kan fifi ..fifi x tkot sgt :)
errmm rsenyee itu je kot yg fifi nk ceriteee...
sje nk bg jeles org hehe
nite readers yg sudi bce ;)
btw da gi pwtc lom ?klu belom pegi laaa usha2 novel2 bru kat situ..
fifi da berhabeh duet tau dok pi beli komik n novel...
hehe oke laaa nk tido esok exam..
insyaalllah tawakal jjee laa walaupown x study hehe
laf u xoxo kiro <3
Wednesday, May 1, 2013 (6:43 AM)
sweet 17

today is the day where i was born 17 years ago :)
i thanked my mom for giving birth to me to let me feel  how this world is
she showed me the world is beautiful full with loves from her and dad also sister
the day where i feel so special more than the normal days
the day when evryone treat me like a queen
the day where it fulls with joy and laughter from me
i love this date 27.3.1996
it means a lot to me
thanks for this awesome day
thanks for celebrating it..thanks for wishing me the best
i hope all the prayers will come true
and happy 17th birthday to myself :))
Wednesday, March 27, 2013 (10:32 AM)
AWESOME MOMENTS

Sometimes we fought
sometimes we cried
we yelled at each other
curse at each other
but at one time.. we both can seat peacefully ..laughing... joking with each other
yeahh that's me and my sister ...
she's the only sister i have in my life
although she's younger than me but i depended a lot on her
i dunno why.. maybe we both are girls ?
dun care laa if die x syg ak ke ... slalu nanges sbb ak ke
yg penting ak syg die...
klu die x de sunyii :(
klu die x de ak x tau la da depend kat spe..
parents ak slalu slahkan ak
die sorg je x penah slahkan ak ...
sbb tu ak syg die
smlm hari gile2 kiteorg kot..
tetibe make up2.. dok dpn cam and amik selcam together
i wish we both can stay strong forever and ever as sisters
amin <3
Thursday, February 14, 2013 (5:59 AM)
PERBEZAAN ...........

Hri ni fifi dpt rsekan perbezaan mmbuatkan fifi terasa terasing........
fifi rse cacat..fifi rse x smpurna.............fifi rse x berguna sbb fifi berbeza dgn org lain dlm keluarge ni...
fifi rse xde bende pown yg fifi buat org len akn suke
smua kate perbezaan tu special la ape la ..
tp bg fifi perbezaan amat menyakitkan .......
org mule mengasingkan diri fifi..
fifi rse org pandang aneh pd fifi
ini semua kerna perbezzannn
fifi benci diri fifi sbb perbezaan ni..
x fifi bukan special.. fifi ni beban..
beban yg org lain x nak terima..xnak amik berat.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,.
kenapa fifi perlu lahir klu fifi ini hanye menyusahkan ??
adekah fifi ini cume sbuah bahan jee ??
kenapa fifi perlu berbeza dri org lain ?
kenapa.................
fifi susah nak terima kenyataaannnnnn :(

Tuesday, February 12, 2013 (12:02 AM)
holidaayyss !

todayy is fridayy
it was the last school b4 chinese new years and my school holidays start
i wass soo happy ...
but on the 2nd thought ... holiday is damn bored  !
spnjang holiday ni xde perancangan pown except kene gi umah kazen coz die kawen
and yg len dok umah buat hw
hw x banyk pown
which surprised me ..
either the teacherss forget to give or they knew that the student's won't do the homework ?
afterall ..glad that hw x bnyk...
ye laa dpt revise subjek form 4 ..
itu laa dlm perancangan tp x tau laaa
tgk jeeee ape yg berlaku spnjg holiday nihh..
so far xde cite menarik pown
soo todaay smpai sini jeeee
gtg now..keep sneezing since this morning..
shit .. i hate this flu :((
adios amigos chingusssss
oh yeahh gong xi fa cai my crush ;)
biaq cheq berangan sat naaa.. nk dpt ang pau dr die :{P
Friday, February 8, 2013 (6:43 AM)

assalamualaikum ...
setelah skian lama fifi tinggalkan blog ni terbengkalai
akhir kembali dgn update terbaru ;)

hri ni 2/2/13
xde pape pown special terjadi hewhew
hmm tp thun ni mmg thun yg amat memenatkan
stresss and so on
maybe sbb nak SPM ... :((
seramnnye bile dgr perkataan tuhh
skrank tgh preparation for study blek smua yg tertinggal
and guess what my schedule penuh ngan tuition...

DANN di tusyen tu laa ak jumpe someone >#< *Snyum smpai telingeeee *
die comell ... die ade stu attitude yg buat ak rse die adorable !
die ade fesyen yg pelik and suke pakai hitam ohh scratch that die juge sometimes pakai putih
tp kebnyakn nye die pakai hitam laa
wow do i sound like a professional stalker ??
congrats to myself then..
but seriously die jd stu gangguan ..
aishhh u know i've been crushing on him for almost a month
die ngan ak ade 2 kls yg sme... stiap kli ak nmpak die muke ak mcm panas jeee
essshhh x suke nye feeling ni...

tpkan mcm biase laa..
ak ngan die x mungkin bersma
sbb kiteorg ade stu perbezaan yg sngt besar
iaitu perbezaan agama dan adat............
walaupown ak admit ..ak always nmpak die ..
but still its imposibble
we both are soo different.............
x masuk akal pown klu die nk suke ak blek *Sdihhh *

what ever laaa hnye mampu doakan ak dpt jodoh yg terbaik
mane tau jodoh ngan die ~~
huhu amin <3

this is all for the update..
gtg for other thingssssss
adios amigoss readerrrs ;)
Saturday, February 2, 2013 (5:49 AM)
should i or should i not?

well ...
mse mmg berjln laju gile skrank nihh
x smpat nk celik pown
tp still sampai skrank
i wondered if i choose the right path...
i don't know laa.. skrank ni fi rse makin lame makin susah..
am i too lazy to work hard or i'm starting to give up ???
ak tau klu ni jln yg slah ..
ak kne buat something
tp cube pk .. dah hampir stahun ak korbankan mase .. and still pk kan ak slh atau betul
what the heck rite??
ak nihh mmg susah buat keputusan..
so when i wanted to make a decisions i need to think twice
and i think i already did that when i need to choose path right??
but stilll whyy i feel everything is sooo wrong!!!
or am i still thinking about my past??
the past that i really want to forget ...............
aishhh
my life is sooo miserable!!
now i need to think
should i or should i not think again??
should i or should i not make the same decisions again??
and should i or should i not forget the past ?????????!


Wednesday, September 19, 2012 (1:56 AM)
BIRTHDAY SWEET 16!^^


hmm 27 mac yg lalu merupakan ari jd fifi~
mak fifi beranakkan fifi pada pukul 10 03 pgi iaitu time dhuha!
hmm..
time 27 mac uh bnyk la jugak org wish kat fifi~
n fifi ucapkan terima kasih2 gile2la
tp fifi sedih sikit la time tuh ...yela parents fifi cm lupe je psl hri jd fifi~~
soo fifi buat x tau je la...
ptg tuh plak adq fifi buat hal!
hmm mmg fifi fed up!lansung x ckp ngan die smpai 2 hri!mlm tu mama ngan ayah belanje pizzA!!!!!!yum2!!!
so hri2 berikutnye ...berjalan sperti biase~~
tnpa disangka sangka pd malam 31 mac....
mama plan ngan smua org yg ade kat kampung untuk buat surprise kat fifi~~
fifi ingat tuh untuk abg sepupu fifi nak kwen upenye...untuk fifi sndiri!!
fifi dpt mkn kek secret recipe yg sngt2~~ fifi suke!!!
nyum nyum lazat n manis nye...........................
hmm hadiah yg fifi dpt~~
album gmbar....
bju tidur n ~~~~ dugumdugumdugum*bunyi drum*
T-E-D-D-Y B-E-A-R!!!!!!!
WARNE PINK tau!!
besar !!
da nak sme cm fifi da !!!
comeiii sgt!!!!fifi syg gile2 ngan teddy bear tuh!!bru 1st time fifi dpt teddy besar!!!
happy gile2!!! ni kire hadiah pmr jugak la~~
thanks to all ma lovey dovey cousin~~ XD!
syg abg2 n akk2 la ketat2!!!
keke ~<3!!kisses tuk diorg!!
hmm itu je la esk tu alhamdullilah kenduri untuk majlis pertunangan abg sepupu berjln lancar~~XD
hmm skarank ni fifi tido ade teddy!!
jgn nak jelly2 !!
keke
tnpe tedddy fifi sunyi!! <--- dramatik nye fifi ni~~*geleng2 pale*
teddy tuh sme la cm teddy fifi dpt!
sebijik tp besar n ribon die warne gold sikit
Thursday, April 5, 2012 (9:23 AM)
this is only mine n our story~

hmmm dulu kan
mse fifi mule2 msuk skolah cmpur kan fifi cm tkut2 gak
ye la mane tau tetibe kene kejutan budaya kan~
tp makin lame fifi kat situ fifi makin rse best!!!
fifi boleh gelak sepuas hati fifi!
smpai merah2 pipi fifi dibuatnye!
mmg la skolah laki n pompuan tp fifi x rse itu penghalang fifi jd seorg peljar yg biase!!
hehe nak kte nakal ade la sikit2 hehe
tp kenangan paling fifi x dpt lupekan dpt kawn2 yg gile2!!
masyallah!!bergegar dunia dibuatnye klu ngan diorg!!
hari2 ade je gelak tawa!!
klu stu hri x gelak x leyh!!
itu da jd rutin fifi ngan diorg
tp smua dah tinggal kenangan~ ><
FIFI juga dpt jumpe seseorg yg fifi suke~
hehe jatuh cinta mmg menarik!!!
jantung berdebar- debar bile nampak die!
lidah kelu!!perbuatan kalut klu die ade!!
ish berpeluh peluh fifi klu lalu dkt ngan die!
bau minyak wangi die selalu fifi ingat!
fifi ingat lagi time fifi mule2 chat ngan die!
fifi ingat die x bls tp x sngke kiteorg boleh jd rpt~~
hehe ...keesokan hri nye keta die blkg keta fifi~
die nmpak fifi jelingan die bukan main lagi!!
menyeramkan!!!XD
tp fifi boleh tersenyum walaupown perasaan fifi x terbls tp die knl fifi!!!!
itu yg buat fifi happy!!
tp
cinta mmg x semanis yg kite sngke akhirnye fifi dpt tau die da kapel~~
mmg remuk hti fifi ..fifi benci ngan die tp ntah sbb ape fifi x leyh benci die lame~~~
disebbkan die fifi lps kan seorg laki yg amik berat dkt fifi betapa fifi sesal tersalah pilih~
klu lah mase diputaarkan fifi x kan tolak seseorg yg sygkan fifi lbih dr dirinya sendiri!!
tp allah lbih sygkan die!
die tlh pergi tinggalkan fifi buat slama lamanye kerna penyakit yg disembunyikan dr fifi~~
mlm terakhir die pegi fifi hnye mampu diamkan diri!!walau fifi teriak meraung skalipown
fifi x mampu ubah takdir~ sdgkan fifi tidak smpat lagi luahkan betapa fifi sygkan
die!!
disebbkan die fifi menjd murung!malah exam jugaa fifi hnye buat smbil lewa~
ntah kenapa fifi benar2 menyesal~klu lah fifi terima die~pasti fifi x kan rse kecewa bercinta~


ini semuanya berlaku dlm sekelip mate!
kwn2 fifi snjung n syg tiada lgi disisi fifi...smua sbb kebodohan fifi
org fifi syg rupenye menyanyangi org len....
org yg menyanyangi fifi tinggalkan fifi selama lamanye dan hanye dpt perhatikan fifi di alam sne~
adakah fifi akn selalu begini?!
smua ni akn berulang kan??
sbb tu org kte hidup umpama roda~~
Tuesday, March 20, 2012 (7:57 AM)
I AM A LONER...SO WHAT?!!

ye..hri ni mood fifi cm x berape elok~
fifi teringat kate2 mak fifi
" hmm sbb tu la along tension ....npe mama tgk along sunyi?along xde kwn"
hmm itu la yg fifi selalu dgr bile fifi cm moody
mmg x dinafikan sunyi tu mmg la sunyi..
but lps pengalaman yg lame~
fifi x berani nak berkwan da..
hmm mungkin fifi tkut untuk jatuh~
tp ini la kenyataan!
fifi x berani nak hadapi rse sket yg sme...
rse pedih yg sme!
ak x mau jatuh...sbb ak tau susah nak bangun dan hadapi semula
cukup la skali ak jatuh!!
ye mmg usaha tangge kejayaan ...tp ntah kenapa fifi x dpt rse yg fifi akn berjya!
sbb tu fifi buat kptusan no fren no worry!
walaupown fifi kene akui fifi sunyi tp xpe la~
sekurang kurngnye
kwn2 fb fifi ade...
maybe fifi belom jumpe org yg betul2 akn jd kwn fifie
mungkin fifi patut cr tp bukan skarank,,,
buat mse skarrank biar la fifi sndiri!!
maybe this is better....dr disakiti!
yeah I AM A LONER!SO WHAT???!
Monday, March 12, 2012 (9:37 AM)
genting!!!*bunyi kaca pecah*

yeah pelik bebenar ak update blog pagi2 buta ~
esk nak skolah x sedar diri tol
aigoo
pape je la..
well mlm esk ak akn g pahang...aish impian ak nak g genting~!!!!!*bunyi kaca pecah*
ak nak g gnting tp.........x tercapai kerana akk ak nk dirisik hujung minggu nih :')
paipai genting hello bakal abg sepupu~!sobsob
ak nk g genting!!!!
arghhhh .......sbr je la...
da la ticket free tp ak ttp x dpt pegi
mommy why why n why??!!!!!!
genting!!wait 4 me ak dtg gak nnty dun worry babeyyh!!
hahaha
btw mesti korunk pelik asl ak nk g genting sgt kan??
haha actually ak x penah pegi!
mmg la parents ak nk bwk ak g sne tp cm x syok la g ngan org tue~
klu ade diorg perbuatan ak terbatas!>,<
hmmm asl ak nk g genting??
duhh~~~
genting tu heaven untuk dak2 cm ak!
lagipown boleh usha2 pakwe2 kat situ ..nyahahaaha..
ngan spe ak nk gi??
hmm klu ak da kire dewasa ak nk pegi ngan bf tersyg ak la..
hmm x pown ngan abg2 n akk2 spupu ak
bestt tau g lepak2 ramai2 stu family~
oh bestnyeee







arghhh!!!!
bile ak dpt pegi genting!!!!!!!!














p/s reason parents ak x mau bwk ak sbb ak gayat lolsss...
Thursday, February 23, 2012 (10:12 AM)
salam~!!n bye2

hmm setelah sekian lame...bru la hr ni fifi dpt update blog yg terbekanglai nihh
fyi fifi skarank dlm proses nak pindah skolah...
fifi harp dpt la skolah convent...nk sme skool ngan adeq fifi!!
hehe ^^V
btw hmm this few weeks fifi asyik sakit je
xtau la knpa..
n u know what my EX bestie is freaking make me mad!!
duh!!
stupid...
hmm nak muntah2 konon who cares u LITTLE GOBLIN!!!
idc about all of u anymore~~
buang mse ak pk psl korunk...buat hbeh air mte je..
korunk tuh cm habuk je...nnty lame2 pergi la kan..
dah mls nak ckp
lagi fifi ckp lagi rse nak bunuh diorg tuh!!!
hmm
fifi skrank tgh busy sikit..
bnyk bende nak settle!!!
urgh!!!
rse nak cuci je otak pakai chlorine!!!
btw
dah dgr ke lgu BEST ABSOLUTELY PERFECT??!!!
DAMN!!!THEY FREAKING HOT!!!COOOL AND ABSOLUTELY PERFECT!!!
<--- fangirl mooddd awww~<3<3!! ^^"
try to listen ..
my fav are their lead vocal
dae hyun!!!
omo!!!!<--- again fangirrl mood~
well i'm still inspirit n dun worry myungsoo no 2!!!
hehe of coz no 1 min jun n no 3 will be LJOE~<3 lolss..
unbreakble is my fav song from B.A.P!
TRY IT GUYS!!
DAEBAK!!!
ok done with updating
wanna sleep...
tired
dozed offff....
jalja ~~bloggerrrsss....!!
*winksss
Thursday, February 2, 2012 (7:31 AM)
i guess i'm lucky :D

hello blogger!!!
hye2 fifi da lame gile x blogging~~
ok fifi lupe nak citer pasal result fifi~~
heee
btw alhamdullilah my result daebak!!!
mmg ar bukan straight A's BUT
7A da memadai~~
well ayah n mama pown bangge~~!!!and also happy!!!!
alhamdullilah!!!
another good news
pd hari yg sme jugak mama fifi dinaik kan pangkat!!!!
dan masuk ke skolah bru!!!
wah fifi punye la hppy!!!
and time angah pasya kawen plak~~
fifi dpat 2 kali lucky draw!!!
aish mmg rezki datg bergolek ar~~~
hmmm alhamdullilah la walaupown x dpt straight A'S
fifi ttp happy!!
tp skarank fifi tgh berdoa smoge dpt msuk kls sc!!
so hrp2 blogger2 doa2kan la fifi ye!!!
hmm yg happynye!!!!
i'm 16!!!!
hahahaha umur yg amat fifi nanti2kan!!!
i'm getting older~~~~ :)
hahaha n i'm happy with that!!!!
hmm tp malangnye thn ni fifi sme kls dgn si YUKI!!
urgh!!!
fifi x suke!!
mals nak tgk muke die!!
btw fifi da cube hilangkan da perasaan suke fifi kat die~~
n i'm glad
makin lame makin fifi kurg suke die
heeeee!!
happy!!
btw thanks to allah~~
without him
i can't be this lucky!
and peeps
dun be envy with me
i guesss i'm lucky !!!!! :D
hope i will always be!!!!
muahhhxxxxx
Wednesday, January 11, 2012 (5:16 AM)
korunk kat mne?ak rindu korunk

mlm ni skali lagi hati ak pedih sket yg teramat sgt~
ak rindu kwn2 ak~
ak rindu saat2 kiteorg bersama sama hadapi masalah
saat ak sedih dan menangis diorg tmpat ak mengadu~
dulu ak adelah org yg paling bhgie~
bg ak tnpa kuarge pown ak da ckp smpurna dgn adenye kwn baik ak
ye ~
diorung la yang ak mksud kan spe lgii
kwn2 ak yg selalu kecoh !!
hahaha gelak tawa kami xpernah nye nak slow!
ade je org tegur kiteorg!
Waktu tu kami begitu bahgie~
tp kenape kenape??
semua itu hilang sekelip mata!!!
kenpe ak bodoh!!!
smuanye slh ak!!!!
hmm klu mse boleh ak ulang~~
ak nk dan teringin saat tu balik!!!
tolongla ak !!
pulangkan balek semuanye!!!!!
ak x mampu nak lupekan korunk!!
walau mcm mne pown ak cube
korunk still kwn yg terbaik pernah ak jumpe~~~~~
tp ak ngaku !
ak yg bodoh!!!
ak yg bodoh!!!






There must be some things I can’t ever do
like forgetting you
I gave you too much of my heart, so much that
it’s almost pathetic
If I could turn back time
I would do anything
Why didn’t I think of something like this sooner (why not)
These are all useless regrets
because everything is over now

Can I ever forget you
Can I get through this alone
Am I strong enough to endure this
and not put my fallen tears to waste
Can I try to smile
It will take as long as the time that’s already passed
but I

Why didn’t you erase every trace of you
So that it would be like nothing ever happened
I’m breathing, but I feel like I’m slowly dying (I think I am)
These are all useless regrets
because everything is over now

Can I ever forget you
Can I get through this alone
Am I strong enough to endure this
and not put my fallen tears to waste
Can I try to smile
It will take as long as the time that’s already passed

The memories are still piercing through me
with sympathetic eyes
My body is still thrashing in agony
Maybe I can’t do it
I can’t let you go

I wonder if your mind is the same as mine
I wonder if you’re hurting alone
I must still be worrying about you
I wonder if I’ve been erased from your mind
Erased forever
Should I just go and be erased forever?
Honestly, I think that’s what I’m afraid of more than saying goodbye

aku rindu korunk!!!!!!
sangat2!!!!
Sunday, January 1, 2012 (8:33 AM)
my day with them!

yuhuuu blogger2~~
bru2 ni abg fifi kawen
Actually abg sepupu ~~
yeah perkahwinan die agak suam2 kuku ape2 pown bestla
but ak suke sgt2!
that was the best day ever!!!
ak xkesah la ape jd ke
watever la
yg penting fifi n family seronok~~
walauupown bnyk yg terjadi
hmm
lps ni kenduri blah sini plak
adoyai penat la~~
tp xpe demi abg2 fifi
i'll try my best!!!
sbb ape???
sbb abg sepupu or akk sepupu
semua mcm abg2 n akk2 kandung fifi
n fifi syg diorg sgt2!!!
jd klu diorg happy fifi pown happy!!!
sbb kebahagian dorg buat fifi bahgie jugak!!!
k ar blogger nnty fifi update lgi
tp buat mase skarank fifi xleyh sgt
busy gile2!!
btw my result keluar khamis ni 22/12~~
so hope semua berjalan lancar~~~
amin!!!!<3<3!!
doa2kan la sye ye!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011 (8:21 AM)
bju hijau tuh~!!!

wahaha merepek je
smlm en fifi otw nak g pahang
so singgah la kat r n r~
mcm biase la
fifi ni mmg jenis yg manja2 sikit
time tgh makan
ade sekumpulan boys lalu dpn fifi
rsenye cm budak2 sukan but i dunno la~
then sdg2 layan makanan yg lazat dan menyelerakan
fifi pown usha la ~ =="
my sis la lebih2 die kate
"taty nnty bile besar nak pakwe cm ner??"
fifi pown jwb la
"hmm ntah la skrank ni ak da besar la !!!"
die ckp
"ko ni kan bengong la!!cube ko tgk mamat yg jln td mane stu yg agak2 taste ko??"
ak pown jwb
"hmm BJU hijau tuh~*smbil menunjuk ke arh budak tu la*
die pown gelak !!!
"whahahaha ak tau la ko rbun tp en x kan la taste ko low??"
dgn pelik yg menyelubungi diri ak pown tgk la ~
rupe rupenye
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akk fifi slh tgk!!!
yg die tgk tuh tukang cuci kat situ!!!
ish ade ke patut ~
skarank ni spe yg patut pakai spek ak ke die!!
mamat yg ak tunjuk tu da terang2 hansem !!
muke style gile!!
last2 akk ak ckp tukang cuci ~!!!!
ish mmg truk toll~~
lps ni die kne buat spek la~~
kecian mamat hensem tuh!
Saturday, November 26, 2011 (2:29 AM)

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